The following musical piece was performed and recorded in memory of Mau a few days after her passing. Thank you to Mosa for allowing us to post it here.



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© 2008 Mosa Baczewska

  1. Steven Trotter said:

    Very powerful and beautiful! Thank you so much for sharing, Mosa.

  2. Mosa Baczewska said:

    Hello, Mosa here,
    The music was thoroughly inspired and directed by my journey with Mau through her transition via the daily updates, my dreams, my memories and my Spirit. I am so thankful to have the gift of music to express and share myself. I am honored to share with all who know and love her.
    Peace in deed.

  3. Sara Firman said:

    Our elder Mau

    ‘I must tell you that mine
    is not the conventional view’,
    said the woman who teased
    rules apart like old wool
    knitting a brighter jacket
    from the multicolored yarn.

    I miss her wise crone voice
    on the phone, ‘Hello dear,’
    patiently listening to my
    repeating detention lines
    waiting for me to find my
    own path through the woods.

    She’d been everywhere,
    galloped across her life
    the wild woman I wanted
    to be and she knew it
    wasn’t easy for anyone
    to ride that wind alone.

    Not afraid of dark or light,
    for her, spoken words were
    curtains drawn to reveal or
    conceal the truth treasures
    of hearts she intended to
    make fearless as her own.

    Seeing the fire in me had
    gone out, she blew softly
    on the dampened embers
    but no flame rose though
    all around me the forest
    burned with hidden pain.

    So she took me to the last
    outpost, pointed the way
    trusting that I would walk
    those implausible tracks
    armed with her teaching
    that was silent and true.

    Cougar mother she paced
    the fine line of true courage
    set up the wild drum beat
    and kept faith to it’s rhythm
    calling her kittens to play
    across wide-ranging lands.

    Midwife to life and death
    she birthed her own spirit
    with each new encounter
    beating a trail to the last
    glade where we gathered
    around her in absolute awe.

    The last sacrifice was hers
    through strength and pain
    and she fought for us all
    to keep the fires burning
    to keep the waters flowing
    to keep love in our hearts.

    I love you Mau, Sara

  4. JACK P VALVO said:

    Sadly we lost contact many years ago. May you rest in peace.

    Cousins;
    Jack & Joyce
    Shirley & Charlie
    John & lucielle
    Elaine & Jerry
    Aunt Minnie

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